今天是好久好久没有的自然醒的一天
现在是傍晚了，偏偏还是有很多人还没开始他们的“早餐”
每当一学期要完的时候，既期待回家又会希望还是算了不想回家，
因为是三个月漫长的时间，虽然说打假期工，时间很快就会过。。。
有很多感觉是不会定下来的等你的~
掉了 掉了 掉了。。。
我很想你啊~~~~

my holidays just starts...
haiz haiz haiz...
beside this word to describe now nothing can describe any further...damn it!
oh my god!i need to start packaging my stuff,arrange my warm bed and separate it with my roomate's one~~
next semester going to stay back in this hostel or not is still wondering....
isn't a good place to stay???
for people like me,who no matter how early sleep at night also will wake up late one,it is good because after rushing for bathing and any shit things,i still able to gt a bus and rush to campus,and,plus my "tak ten tak tu"on doing housekeeping works,
got "kakak"will help us to clean(at least no need to wash toilet)><
the only things that make me wanna move my ass out is only the rental bah??

gila gila me~
well.i am not going to decide now,i think it in the next two months time.
suddenly have stress on some shit stuff...

sorry to mum that I can't really know how much the stress you are facing,
but I try my best and work very hard to be your obedience girl.
I have grown up,I try to listen to you just like we are besties,
and I know you have been through a lot of things which I haven't face it during this time,
and I know that you try to make me not suffer from it,
but then I still being stubborn to face it to make myself grow,
I know all the things you did it to me,
you did spend a lot of time on me,
I know all these...
just don't say it out...
trust me on what I have choose on,
no matter how I am going to suffer,
I know,I still have a home that you will lead me to a safe place...
You are a very strong woman,
I don't know I can be that strong as you or not....I can't promise
but I do have your gene inside my blood flowing every second,
so....I will do all my best
we are so silly and noob also,
I found out that sometime spending some time sms'ing with mum is kindda a special happiness inside my heart.
I never blame that you text message slow,
yet you know I am busy in rushing assignment and don't dare to call,
so you did send me messege IS KINDDA SHOCK!
and enjoying all the way~muakkssss

whenever how long time didn't go back to home,
and always find out my dearest mum's face appear another and another winkles...
I feel guilty,although I can't make the winkles to stop growing out,
and stop the time to make my mum's face to grow winkles,
but it is a fact that she works so hard till she forgot her best product "esteelauder"essences have finished....
and the only things and human being that support in her heart,
is a blur blur girl,careless,a girl brain's contain art more than normal one,tak ten tak tu,like to laugh cry any shitting stuff...
which is her daughter......
this stuff I never try to tell her,
is don't know how to tell
and,it is the first time i write it out.
it so long....
but every single words is a great feeling towards mum....

I am always so random~~~XP

semester end lor....
tomorrow is my last day of submission of all of my assignments
yeaaa yeaaa yeaaa~~~~
going back to my hometown soon at this coming friday
is not hooorayyy~because 3 months is kindda long holidays.
well,i have plan for my holidays,
working part-time to get enough money preparation for my next semester
MFIA~ i wanna join U this coming semester....
ann have wake up from somethings.bling bling bling in my brain for the last few days.
today just finish chatting with my dearest cousin in perth through facebook.
although it keep on D.C all the way...
enjoy a lot when chatting to her,
don't know why,
maybe is all of us have grown up...
when I was young,
we all have a "gap"in speaking or chatting
well,now i am so glad that you guys will take out sometime and call me up to chatting,visit my facebook profile to check whether I still "alive" or still in good situation or not...
when this all silly small stuff come back to my brain...
i am very lucky that i born out in "LEE"'s family,
because I have you guys...whatever how you guys "shoot"on me,
that the ways "LEE"s family members do...lolx
I wonder if my dearest grandpa still haven't passed away,
will he still bring me in his "motor" and bring me hanging all around the streets to watch on buffaloes,rubber states,rivers....
sweet memories make me carries on my journey nowadays....
and my dearest parents.
I feel sorry that this semester I started to produce out my own design garment,
and without any experience,
I spend a lot on my garment things,
well,mummy still give all what i want....
I am not a pampered girl!!!
I will show out YOU guys have a great "ANGELINEE LEE QIAO XIN"!

blar blar blar...
to dearest buddies,baobeis,bitches,bastards
semester ends liao lor~
meet you guys next semester...
a semester I had passed with tears,laugh,lolx...
however and no matter what,
I still want to say,thx to you guys,
what you guys have given to me....
I love you guys.

-A-L-W-A-Y-S

i like a song from bon jovi previous album very much,
which is ALWAYS (xp)
this song can represent me??haha
ermmmermm....
i am like "N"years didn't even touch or open my blog...
continue now.
haha
busy and busy in assignments,
although faced the hard things,make me cried,things have happened just take it as an experience,it won't make me die now.
thx to a lot of peoples in this very rush and pack hour still accompany me,
to my dearest classmates,nichole and wei shen,
i can said among three of us i am the most blur blur people...
although i will come out with very silly ideas or others,
can said that my ideas always come out is not related with assignment,
but it did works sometime.kakaka
to my bastard gua,thx for giving me out a space to mess up ur unit,although you are always sleep late people.but thx for accompany me and wake me up,(i know is hard)
to baobei,(i know not to thx,but,arigato gozaimaze for being my 1st garment model,helping me in my mood board...)
blar blar blar,
yang yang did help me carry things,mood board also....
you guys are so GREAT....
pls let me said again with zutto zutto arigato gozaimashite.
semester going to end soon within one week time...
fast and fast...
well,
holiday schedule have planned inside my small brain,
promise to have a small collection for myself....ish ish

宝贝十八岁了，玩足了一天吧？
虽然说了很多遍的生日快乐，
心里再告诉你一遍，生日快乐。
想到自己今年的生日是在大哭下度过的，现在有点好笑！
宝贝啊宝贝，
很奇迹你会是宝贝（什么烂话！）
我们有很多很相似的坏脾气~
所以才觉得好笑！
你和乐乐在适当的时候会给我最佳的安慰，
虽然你们还感觉上适应了我的“有个性”
我会收敛的啦！
希望你；
真的可以往自己真正要的路途出发，
不要迷路浪费了时间。
虽然跌跌撞撞是人生必经的旅程，
可是路旁有休息站，
必要的时候，
停在休息站喝杯咖啡或休息哦~
我挺你的啦！
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忙了几天，累了也几天，
心，心情，却还是一样的在过，
不断地重复我们一起的短暂时间所听的歌曲，
无论我重复了几遍，
你，还是我很难到达的终点。
虽然玩了一整天，
头脑里也不断旋转着功课，功课！
也永远少不了你的身影。
要假期了。。。
假期计划也出来了，
可是，也一定少了你。
希望可以忘记我喜欢你，回到在最一开始的时候。
虽然现在没有办法，
办法是人想出来的嘛。一定的！
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忙碌的一天过了，
好累好累
下星期会更累，是非常确定的一件事情。。。
终于要到我人生中的第一件由我设计的衣服要出生了。。。
带点开心，害怕，紧张，怕自己做不好。。。
好多事情都好不顺心。。。
虽然一直自己告诉自己不能不能想太多，
可是，只能怪自己笨吧。

“曾经唱过的歌，分享过的笑声；
在心中不断拉扯
想念不能承认，偷偷擦去泪痕，
冬天过了还是会很冷”

昨天为了些事情掉了点眼泪；
问回自己，是自己的步伐太快了吗？
我认为的，我的方式，
看起来，不怎么能被认可，
加；
你；永远不知道我的眼神很定的看你，
时间要消逝了。。。
不会回来了。

我还想再回到自己的模式一下下；
可以吗？还能吗?
很想念你，你，你。。。
好多个的你，
可是；
大家都好忙哦
中学时代我的那股赶project 的精神不见了，
在寻找着，
快回到李巧欣的身边吧。。。。。。。哈哈

很多很多事情，不是我们可以有把握的。
往往因为太在乎所以自己受伤，何必呢？
每个人的生活方式不同，
请不要把你的“定义”架持在我身上，
这不算友情。
it's my life,and it is now or never
COZ I AIN'T GONNA LIVE FOREVER
I JUST WANNA LIVE WHEN I ALIVE
请为了自己而活吧。。。